[ Whoah. She... actually hadn't expected -- or meant -- to hit him that hard. It'd probably be better to have the conversation inside if the weather continued in this pattern, but there was no stopping this feels train now. She stared down at him, a storm of emotions brewing inside of her, all culminated into that one strike, her hand still stinging. The wind started to calm some as her rage bled out of her little by little. She was still angry, of course, but what she felt more was the hurt and betrayal, the fear of losing him for good. ]
You ...stupid... stupid... idiot...
[ She repeated, unable to keep the tremble from her voice. ]
Were you lying?
[ The pain in her voice - her heart felt like it was going to break in two, and she lifted a hand to rub at her eyes. No, he wasn't lying, she knew. He meant everything he said. He didn't go to fight Zeref thinking he would... she choked back a sudden sob, unable to even handle thinking of him that way. ]
There's always... always another way. You were going to leave everyone - Happy, Makarov, all of Fairy Tail- again and... [ She sniffed, bringing a hand over her mouth to muffle the sound. The almost oppressive tension in the air remained, the faint rumble in the sky telling that her mood was still liable to break into rage or something else. ]
Did you even once, think about the rest of us? Did you think about how we'd feel if you decided to kill yourself along with Zeref, just to win a fight? And DON'T tell me you were thinking about us, and that's why you wanted to take him down so much because you -WEREN'T-.
[ No violent gusts came with that snapped addendum, but another bulb did pop nearby, leaving the area almost totally dark. Dark enough that she couldn't barely see him anyway. When did it get so dark and cloudy out? ]
You weren't thinking about Happy, and how he'd feel if he lost you. You weren't thinking about any of our friends - our family - or how THEY'd feel, and you sure as HELL weren't thinking about ME.
[ This time her voice broke, a dam of emotion collapsing under the weight of the revelation, and it took several seconds for her to get herself under control enough to even try to speak. ]
I ... I don't care if I'm being selfish. Did you even ... think...about how I'd feel? Even a little? You left once before, but you came back to me. I could forgive that. But... but... you... you were going to..
I need kitty therapy ;.;
You ...stupid... stupid... idiot...
[ She repeated, unable to keep the tremble from her voice. ]
Were you lying?
[ The pain in her voice - her heart felt like it was going to break in two, and she lifted a hand to rub at her eyes. No, he wasn't lying, she knew. He meant everything he said. He didn't go to fight Zeref thinking he would... she choked back a sudden sob, unable to even handle thinking of him that way. ]
There's always... always another way. You were going to leave everyone - Happy, Makarov, all of Fairy Tail- again and... [ She sniffed, bringing a hand over her mouth to muffle the sound. The almost oppressive tension in the air remained, the faint rumble in the sky telling that her mood was still liable to break into rage or something else. ]
Did you even once, think about the rest of us? Did you think about how we'd feel if you decided to kill yourself along with Zeref, just to win a fight? And DON'T tell me you were thinking about us, and that's why you wanted to take him down so much because you -WEREN'T-.
[ No violent gusts came with that snapped addendum, but another bulb did pop nearby, leaving the area almost totally dark. Dark enough that she couldn't barely see him anyway. When did it get so dark and cloudy out? ]
You weren't thinking about Happy, and how he'd feel if he lost you. You weren't thinking about any of our friends - our family - or how THEY'd feel, and you sure as HELL weren't thinking about ME.
[ This time her voice broke, a dam of emotion collapsing under the weight of the revelation, and it took several seconds for her to get herself under control enough to even try to speak. ]
I ... I don't care if I'm being selfish. Did you even ... think...about how I'd feel? Even a little? You left once before, but you came back to me. I could forgive that. But... but... you... you were going to..