Do you think you ever will? This place is- so much better than home. But it's hard not to feel guilty, like there are people who deserve to be safe here far more than I do.

[ Maybe 'settled' was the wrong word. He could see himself settling here, easily. It's something harder to name that he's concerned about. If he did allow himself to accept the peaceful place he's been brought to completely, would the guilt of leaving everyone else behind to suffer would ever pass? ]