People may have different levels of guilt about things and sometimes I guess those things easily roll off of people's backs. I just...I made some decisions back home that hurt others. Friends. I'm trying to make up for it, but I don't know if I can.

[ She's saying more than she intended, but in a place full of strangers who don't know anything about her, it feels safer, somehow. ]

You're right, though. I don't want to accept it, even if I'm on the fence about whether or not I've earned it.