[ Jane lets herself think about that for a moment, which may come across as jumbled thoughts until she grabs hold of the thought she's actually trying to get across in response. ]

I want to try. Well, I was trying until I came here. I don't think it matters in this place in the same way it does at home.

[ Here, it's just a matter of believing she deserves to be happy and following wherever that leads her. ]

I don't think what I want would take away from someone. But I do think there's a question of deserving it. I don't know if I do or not.