Still... no one should have gone through that. It was suppose to be fun, it was suppose to be a game where everyone became friends and got along. Even if in the end something good came of the bad, it doesn't change that I couldn't help everyone avoid such sadness.

You should never have felt compelled to do what you did. No one should have been in the situations they had to face. It should have been a fun trip....

I want to see everyone having fun, I want to see everyone be friends and laugh and smile.