(there's a brief second only glance over to nahyuta, a silent notice that he's taking heed of the tone nahyuta spoke with. it makes him falter, but not only for the reason of the warning. what is he even doing? he knows for a fact rayfa is a delicate matter in the grand scheme of things, and for a childhood friend, apollo's doing a pretty shitty job at being one. none of them had any say in what happened, they were all victims of unfortunate circumstance, he's just dredging up the past they couldn't control.
except for...) It's-- Never mind. It's nothing. I'm sorry for bringing it up.
(apollo isn't the only one still coping with the last fourteen years, and he's hardly being fair to his family by forcing him to listen to matters he hadn't brought up ever before. what business did he have voicing his emotions now? he may not hold any resentment towards rayfa, and in fact he understands her situation. losing two fathers is almost destructive to a person. no, he's still holding negative emotions towards the circumstances. and.. maybe dhurke, in a sense.)
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except for...) It's-- Never mind. It's nothing. I'm sorry for bringing it up.
(apollo isn't the only one still coping with the last fourteen years, and he's hardly being fair to his family by forcing him to listen to matters he hadn't brought up ever before. what business did he have voicing his emotions now? he may not hold any resentment towards rayfa, and in fact he understands her situation. losing two fathers is almost destructive to a person. no, he's still holding negative emotions towards the circumstances. and.. maybe dhurke, in a sense.)