(ah. that's what he was afraid of. maybe he really is the only person making such a big deal of out of this one small detail, this one little fact that's been sitting and stewing at the back of his mind ever since he dragged the truth of it out into the harsh light of the world. he didn't have time to focus on it in the midst of the heat of the trial, but now, having been given time to let it sink in and the true meaning behind it...
he realizes his heart tightens, an emotional clamp placed around it and squeezed far too tight for him to handle. a sad smile sprouts on his face while his eyes pinch in pain. far too like someone about to begin crying once again, but he's shed enough tears. why is he only voicing his heartaches now, when they did no good? no one was here to help, nahyuta certainly didn't deserve to hear any of this after all he'd put himself through.
and yet...) Just tell me how Rayfa fits into your reasoning.
(because for all of the so called dangers he faced, they sure didn't seem that bad if he had another kid.)
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he realizes his heart tightens, an emotional clamp placed around it and squeezed far too tight for him to handle. a sad smile sprouts on his face while his eyes pinch in pain. far too like someone about to begin crying once again, but he's shed enough tears. why is he only voicing his heartaches now, when they did no good? no one was here to help, nahyuta certainly didn't deserve to hear any of this after all he'd put himself through.
and yet...) Just tell me how Rayfa fits into your reasoning.
(because for all of the so called dangers he faced, they sure didn't seem that bad if he had another kid.)