Your soul is fine! (apollo might not be khura'inst. hell, he knows next to nothing about the religion aside from the crash course he's gotten over the span of a couple trials. and he knows better than anyone that this isn't the sort of thing you can fix with words. it might not even help give nahyuta a bit of peace. but apollo will be damned if he doesn't at least try.
that's one thing he's learned over his years of seemingly impossible cases. he has to at least try. try to give someone a glimmer of hope, try to find the truth of the matter, try and do everything in his power to help.) You were in the ultimate no-win situation. If you refused, what would Ga'ran have done? She would've killed people, anyway, and even harmed your mother or Rayfa, or even worse. (if not for nahyuta, the rightful queen of khura'in might never have made it back to her throne. that's how apollo views it, and that will never change. nahyuta was protecting his kingdom in silent suffering for years.)
And if that Holy Mother doesn't understand that, then... then... (he stumbles over his words, trying to find a proper way to instill some level of confidence in his family.) I'll... I'll fight her in the Twilight Realm myself if I have to!
(somewhere in his mind, his grief bubbles back up at the thought that it should be dhurke. it should be dhurke trying to raise his son up again, to think better of himself after all that's happened. he wants to burst out into angry, grief stricken tears and just be weak for a moment longer. but he keeps himself tall and steady.)
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that's one thing he's learned over his years of seemingly impossible cases. he has to at least try. try to give someone a glimmer of hope, try to find the truth of the matter, try and do everything in his power to help.) You were in the ultimate no-win situation. If you refused, what would Ga'ran have done? She would've killed people, anyway, and even harmed your mother or Rayfa, or even worse. (if not for nahyuta, the rightful queen of khura'in might never have made it back to her throne. that's how apollo views it, and that will never change. nahyuta was protecting his kingdom in silent suffering for years.)
And if that Holy Mother doesn't understand that, then... then... (he stumbles over his words, trying to find a proper way to instill some level of confidence in his family.) I'll... I'll fight her in the Twilight Realm myself if I have to!
(somewhere in his mind, his grief bubbles back up at the thought that it should be dhurke. it should be dhurke trying to raise his son up again, to think better of himself after all that's happened. he wants to burst out into angry, grief stricken tears and just be weak for a moment longer. but he keeps himself tall and steady.)